December 28th 2004
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Aku ngga tau siapa kamu…???
Ngga ada informasi dalam databaseku…??
Nyasar di No. Hp ku yang lama banget…
Oke… Mau temenan ya…
Kebetulan aku lagi butuh temen…
Archive for December, 2004
December 25th 2004
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–From My Self————————————-
Mencari bintang yang berikan ceritanya
Tapi tak ada satupun yang bersinar
Lelah hampir tidak ada satupun yang berarti
Semua tercipta tetapi tidak untuk aku ambil
Warna yang kudapatkan hanyalah kekelaman
Walau tak nyata aku ingin mendapatkan cahayanya
Hari terakhir untuk terjatuh,
Ternyata hari terakhir untuk tetap berdiri
Sudah, aku bertaruh untuk yang satu…
Aku yang pertama, tapi aku yang mengalah
Demi darah yang kami jaga… Bersama…
Tetapi tidak berarti bagiku kini…
Segala kudapatkan hanya angan semata…
Dapatkan seorang melihat goresan ini
Kenapa tidak seorangpun
Tidak, meraka melihat dengan matanya yang buta…
–From People around Me—————————-
OK, guys… What you looking at ?
This life ain’t short…
OK, guys… What you waiting for ?
You can’t waiting for a nothing
OK, guys… Look at around you…
They were fighting for something they want
But they can’t take from God’s Hand
But God will give for someone that never think…
Because Just God Knows Everything…
If you feel close with something, that’s mean you very close with something
But i warn you if something can be a betrayer…
But you can wait for a shooting time
Just look into they eyes…
Because in the eyes nobody can hide their think of you
But Remember everybody can be betrayer
Perhaps for God’s Help
Because just God Knows Everything
Get Up… Get Up…
December 24th 2004
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Jam 4.30 subuh –> Sholat subuh + berdo’a biar ngga dimarahin ortu akibat rapot yang ancur … Jam 7.00 –> berangkat kesekolah bersama ibuku yang tercinta… Deg-degan
Jam 9.00 –> Saya dipanggil babe gue (gue udah nyangka bakal dibantai…), gue disuruh liat rapot gue… Ternyata… nilai gue ngga ancur-ancur amat… Malah nilai matematika gue dapet 9… Ya… Allah… Terimakasih Alhamdullillah…. Ini nikmat yang ngga gu duga sebelumnya…
Abis itu sholat jum’at sekalian berterimakasih kepada Gusti Allah karena nikmatnya itu….
December 23rd 2004
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Anything To Surprise Me
Sometimes I feel like to you.
(But you never understand why I’m so surprise)
Sometimes I feel to keep from you.
(But you never to look at why I’m so surprise)
I stand in back at you / Just to feel something little step
Go away to find the real / how you want me to be
Just do anyone else do to me / Say the answer that I need
Do I wait for your answer / while you go away from me
I say I’ll never to hate you / when you come to me
Take everything so tight and fast / throw it up
Sometimes I feel like to you
Sometimes I feel to keep from you
Or do you never keep anything to make me fear
Anything to scare me
I want to be your part
I want to be your want
I want to anything to part me
Anything to surprise me
I feel your body around me / I feel so dizzy to start the day
There’s step so far to follow / just watch you go from far away
I feel my own in the little bit of hypocrisy
I can’t face your face in the light
Waiting in the room / no limited time just to keep you
Waiting for a long time / could I survive from you
While you have your dream / I just make your dream gone
Who can stop the opportunity / that shoot just one time?
Sometimes I feel like to you
Sometimes I feel to keep from you
While you never keep anything to make me fear
Anything to scare me
I want to be your part
I want to be your want
I want to anything to part me
Anything to surprise me
You don’t understand what I want
(Even your fake falls away)
You don’t understand what I need
(Even your dignity has to end)
You don’t understand what I like
(Even your fake falls away)
You don’t understand what I need
(Even your dignity has to end)
Lifetime
I step my feet in the dark place / Look around me just nothing to do
Lifetime just up and down / like a hole I am in a down
But not only me the person who do fail to the time
Can’t stop anything you see / I can’t trust anyone else
Just do another fail to my life / going to get up from prone position
I want do anything before I get down / I have the limited age
I was confuse to believe what I see / nothing to do to my life
It was little hurt in my own / no one can heal my hurt
Lifetime like to be a pendulum swings
Nothing you can do to stop it all, before it stops it’s self
Lifetime bringing the truth
Lifetime looking for answer
Lifetime bringing the truth
Lifetime covering the lies
Time blow it self like a truth to sight
Could bring self to edge and close to the time
When you can do nothing / that’s why I could choose you
Visit you like shooting time / leave you with full of memories
But nothing to hold it up / assume to hold alone
Everyone has a hand to bring me up
Don’t care what you see know
I didn’t believe what I pretend / I just can see what you do
Wasting everything about me / I’ve tried to waiting alone
But now don’t need one more time
Don’t stay so long / because you leave my back
Lifetime bringing the truth
Lifetime looking for answer
Lifetime bringing the truth
Lifetime covering the lies
Let you see what you believe
Let you see what I pretend
Let you see that I’m alone
Let you see that you crush
Lifetime bringing the truth
Lifetime looking for answer
Lifetime bringing the truth
Lifetime covering the lies
Sometimes Like You
You never recognize somebody behind you
You never know what they want from you
You never want to be what they thought to be
Feel the my caught inside when you down
There just once on your memories to hear me out
And my body grows like moving capture in your lies
Cause no matter what I do I can’t bring you back
Sometimes they want to need you
Sometimes they want to become you
Sometimes they want to see you
Sometimes they want to go away
I took to remember that I won’t get hurt
I took mine while your opportunity comes to me
I took my self while become your part of soul
I took my part while you breaking your ends
Waste my self for you just last time to be you
Always be with you is not the way I had to trough
But nobody have try to hear all my warn
And nobody wants share their to hear me out
And nobody grows like moving capture in your lies
Cause no matter what I do I can’t bring you back
Sometimes they want to need you
Sometimes they want to become you
Sometimes they want to see you
Sometimes they want to go away
No more I can waste from you but
No one can ever seen my wounds
No more I can take from you but
No one can share this time with
No more I can hate from you but
No one wants to understand
Sometimes they want to need you
Sometimes they want to become you
Sometimes they want to see you
Sometimes they want to go away
UNWANTED
I hope to escape this life
Without this fate I cannot believe
Never think when I will realize
Some people act me like a slave
But in the mean time
We suppose to be the same
But I just thrown away
I had to said that I can hold on
Sometimes I wanted I can cried and alive
Tears, Fears
I feel cold
Shame and insane
All is mine
Why I never look down?
Why I can just be hater?
I can’t take this pain
But I won’t go down
I hate everything I’ve seen
While they want to be mine
My mouth can hide everything
But my heart has to screaming my mind
I had to said that I can hold on
Sometimes I wanted I can cried and alive
Tears, Fears
I feel cold
Shame and insane
All is mine
What’s worth waiting for along time?
I never can get all of mine
What’s worth waiting for along time?
You never recognize if I alive
December 22nd 2004
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Cinta…
Kenapa harus kualami…
Hatiku hampa…
Seperti luka yang tak tersembuhkan…
Saat aku ingin memulai…
Tetapi aku harus memilih…
yang tidak aku tidak ketahui…
aku sudah bosan untuk ditinggalkan…
aku muak sendiri…
aku ingin merasakan kelembutan mu…
December 18th 2004
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Annyohaseo…
PRESENTASI FLASH, di depan ALCoB… dari Korea…
Sekarang adalah hari yang cukup melelahkan, presentasi flash… that sucks you know… for everything that i’ve done i just hope what i’ve done is better than yesterday… perhaps all people know it… bener ternyata saya butuh seorang cewek euy… naon deui…
December 16th 2004
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Saat kau diatas?
Saat kau dibawah?
Saat kau dipuja?
Saat kau dicaci?
Kenapa pekerjaanku tidak pernah dihargai…
Kenapa harus aku yang tersisih…